04/13/2012
It has been an insane week at work for me. Everyday I have come home exhausted from the day's events and just ready to throw in the towel. Parts of me just want to quit and stop teaching for the rest of the year and spend the time getting my stuff together before Ian comes home. Plus, I feel like I need some serious mental health days. I know it isn't possible to stop working for the rest of the year, because if I do, I know I wouldn't have a shot at a job next year. So, I am sticking it out. Today was just another rough day. It was a day where the fact that I don't have a real place at the school smacked me in the face. It is hard because I work between 6 classes, with over 130 students in those classes, where I don't have my own workspace or desk. I move from class to class and work with kids mostly in the hallway. I am not complaining really, I am so grateful to have this job at this school with the amazing teachers I work with. I guess it just wore on me today when I realized how much I wish I had a desk or place to set my stuff that was mine and not in someone's way. Nothing too serious, like I said, it has just been a stressful week all around, and today was just the cherry on top for me. I am just ready to head to bed and have a good restful weekend.
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