I know, you read that title and think, "Okay, the deployment has gotten to her brain, she has gone crazy!" Well, that might be true, but seriously, not only can I blame deployment for just about anything I can think of, I can also find benefits. Since this deployment, I have become stronger and more self sufficient, while still needing my husband. My husband and I communicated well before he left, and now, we are just doing even better. We talk about everything under the sun and we are just happy to be sitting at the computer staring at each other. We are a stronger couple, with the issues we have faced so far, we have stayed united. I have made a lot of new friends, some I haven't even met yet, but are still just as supportive of me as my own family. These women are going through the same thing that I am and know how I feel, so I can talk to them about the trials that are unique to the life of a military wife.
The most important thing this deployment has done for me is it has taught me to lean on God more than anyone else. I always wanted to do stuff on my own, knowing it was not the way I was supposed to be, but trying anyways. I am learning that the more I lean on God, the more stable I am during this deployment. So, yes, in a way, this deployment has helped.......Now, since it has helped and I have grudgingly admitted to it, I would like my husband back please..... Right, like that will work. Hahahaha.
One day down, another day closer to seeing my husband again.
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