I am starting to find my routine now. It is a tough one, but it helps. I don't get more sleep because of my class, but at least I get everything done. I am starting to get into the swing of going to work, going to school, doing homework after school, and writing in my blog. I have been tempted to let it slide, but I am glad that I have kept at it. Even though I am not writing much, it still helps me to have this outlet. It is the one place I go every night to write about what has gone on or how I am feeling.
For example, right now, I am feeling a little alone. I am working and going to school and doing homework. I really don't have time for me. I don't have time to sit and talk with my friends and be there for the ones who need me right now. That really sucks, because I really want to be there for my friends and I truly miss them, and I just can't seem to find the time. It is a lonely place for me right now. I know I am not friendless, but I feel like I can't be a good friend to people right now, at least not the way I want to, so I can't expect people to be there for me. Not to mention, even if I wanted to meet up with someone, I just flat out don't have time. Even when I do have some time, it is being spent doing homework. Plus, I don't really get a lot of time with the kids, and I am missing that a lot too. So, yeah, I am lonely right now. Plus, I heard a song on the radio on the way home that made me miss my husband even more, which added to my feeling of loneliness. I know this is just temporary, and I will get through it, but I am just complaining a little.
Another day is done, and we are getting just that much closer to reunion time! Oh, the dreams I have about that day.
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