Day 105: He needs me, and I can't be there.

Today was a good day, but again, I am just spent. I found myself talking to my husband late last night and again earlier today for only a few minutes at each time. I felt helpless. I wanted to be there for him more, but I had to go to work and could not stay on the phone like he needed me to. He needed to talk longer about the not-so-good day he had, and I could only listen for a little bit. I know that hearing my voice and the short time we talked helped him, but I just wish I could have been there for him a little more. This is the kind of day that makes me not like the fact that I am working. It makes me want to stay home and sit at the computer and wait for him to call so I can be there for him.

For tonight, I am going to head to bed and get a good night's sleep before I break. Another day done and I am getting closer to seeing him again.

Also, here are the two cakes I did on Monday and Tuesday night.