Today was one of those busy days but not so much that I felt like I was losing it. I am still insanely tired and have a lot to do, but I am getting it done. It is a good feeling to know that I am close to being done with my class and to getting my provisional certification.
I am crying less and less. Not because I miss him less, but because I am coping with it better than I used to. It has been a while since I had one of those really bad days where I wanted to curl into a ball and let the world pass me by. I can look at my husband's picture and not just see the separation, but see the reunion that will happen and the life we will have together at the end of this deployment. I can talk to my kids about their daddy being gone and how they feel about it without having to keep myself from breaking down too. I am stronger than I was at the start of this deployment.
I know I am going to have these kinds of days off and on, but the promising part is that they are happening less frequently. I am making it... one day at a time.
I am doing better. I am making it. I feel like my husband is going to be able to
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