I am feeling good again today. I am tired, but in a better frame of mind today than I have been lately. I am happy because I finished my class tonight. I am ecstatic because I am not working tomorrow or Friday. I am taking those days off to recover a little and to get my house back in order. I am euphoric because Ian and I are becoming stronger as a couple everyday. Just when I thought maybe this deployment was starting to cause issues, we rise up and overcome them with God's help. I feel like I can finally take a deep breath and tell myself to relax a little. I am not worried about what I am going to wear to work tomorrow or how I am going to get all of my homework done and get enough sleep so I can make it through the day. All I am worried about is getting up and getting the kids ready for school and being able to talk to my husband (hopefully) on Skype tomorrow. I have missed seeing his face, and I can't wait to see it again, even if it is through a computer screen.
R&R is getting close and all the preparation for it is going to start. I am doing the typical Army wife thing and ensuring the house is immaculate before he comes home. I know he won't care what it looks like, but I still want him to come home to a clean and comfy house. He deserves it and I am actually excited to be able to do this for him. It is not a task that I am going to do grudgingly, but happily. I know it will make him happy and I know that cleaning my house up so much that it shines will mean that he is coming home soon. This is why I am so grateful that I am not working for the rest of this week or the end of next week. It gives me time to deal with everything and get this house put back together after my 3 week long class that made me neglect the house and leave it in the hands of my dad. My dad DID do a great job and it is no where near as bad as it could be, I just know there are things that need to be done, and it is my job to do them. Those things I will do happily.
One more day done, one more day closer to him. :-D
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