Ian called me this morning via Skype and woke me up. I have to say it is the best thing to wake up to, his face. It was almost like he was home again, almost. The beauty of it was that somehow the connection was so amazing that I saw his face more clearly than I have ever seen it in our other video chats. It was as clear as seeing him in person or in one of my high resolution pictures of him. I could see his eyes, the amazing color of them, and his dimples. I just sat there, almost in tears because I could finally see him so clearly. It was like I was talking to him in person. It is hard to explain why it is such a big deal. The only way I have seen him has been slightly fuzzy at best, and at worst a big blur. Seeing him so clearly was a great treat and I hope we can find a connection that clear again, it was a true gift for me. Ian just laughed when I told him how amazing it was to see his face so clearly, but he knew what I meant and understands my reactions for the most part.
It was a great start to my day and, though the day wasn't as good as I would have liked it to be, I was still the image of Ian's smiling face that kept me going. I love seeing him no matter the quality of the video, I take what I can get, because no matter how often or how little I get to see him, I can't seem to get enough of him. So, I hold on to each conversation I can get and each image of his smiling face I can get to last me until the next time I get to talk to him and see him.... and especially until he comes home to me.
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